Ok so Here I Am, and I can not go to sleep. Today was pretty eventful but I wouldn't say I did much, so my body and mind are not tired. Grrr...

Well anyways, even though I never said it:
I'm back from the Philippines!!!
I'm back from Japan!!!
I have a slacker job being a beverage cart girl on a golf course!!!
... yaaaaaaaayyyyy...

HAHA.

Ok so yea I have returned to the US all safe and sound. I had a blast while visiting Asia and am counting down the days until I can return. My life completely changed when I got back, not much of the change was because of the trip, just unfortunate things happened and I am forced to deal with them. Ah, such is life.

So I had a wonderful time traveling, maybe too good a time, and so by owing more money than I can even charge to my credit cards I decided to grab a job and be responsible. I have now successfully paid off my charges and bills and have nothing more to worry about (for the time being).

As for DA and art, well I have the time, I just haven't taken the time. All is not lost however! I do have some textile things I would like to show and possibly sell and then soon enough I'll be back at school with tons of free time and comfort to procrastinate my life away.

On a tangent, who else is going to Otakon in Baltimore MD this August? My friend and I are going and are wondering what to do and who to see. So let me know!

ALSO I'm going to answer her month old call to answer a meme of 10 facts about me as a sort of renewing of my life.

1) I have been reborn an adventurer after my time in the Philippines and Japan and have hopes of trekking in South America and Australia within a year.

2) I am 95% independent. And thus missing 5% of whether or not I can vote in this state or my parents state or wherever. This independence thing is not normally a bad thing, but it is a confusing thing.

3) I am a straight forward, honest to a fault, stubborn woman. If I dont approve or understand something then you're gonna hear about it and I'm not going to stop until it makes sense or we come to a logical understanding of how stupid you were being.

4) I was in a 5 year, close to 6 year relationship that ended abruptly without warning and without a clear reason, the day I returned from Japan.

5) I am an avid golfer, tennis player, football and baseball fan. I would have loved to be in the sports earlier to be pro, but what happened happened so I am just amateur and able to enjoy my failures. And REALLY enjoy my successes!

6) I am scuba certified, have flown an airplane before, scaled the tallest dormitory on my campus, have jumped into a volcano cone, and gained enlightenment by crawling through Buddha's nostril.

7) I have seen the destruction of nuclear weapons and met the people who deal with that everyday and found those people to be the most compassionate, understanding people of the world around.

8) I never had a good relationship with my brother until a couple weeks ago, when we started talking and acting civilized towards each other... dont be fooled though, we're only talking, we havent actually seen each other in person for a while now, that encounter can bring out the crazy...

9) I am interested in motorcycles and tattoos but do not have the money for That right now. Some day I will. The tattoo may be soon...

10) I am reborn and yet I am 21. All my life I wanted to be older so I could be around intellectual types and people who decide for themselves (are not controlled by their parents), and all my life I waited until I could "start my life"; and yet now that I'm there I realize that I WAS living my life and people will always be controlled somehow by their parents or equivalents and that no matter how old I am or where I am I will still be in the presence of idiots and childish games. I also am fearful of being older and having to meet people like an adult and get a CAREER like an adult. I'm finding out that while I'm finally 21 and about to graduate college, I am no where near knowing what I would like to do with my life, in fact I may be further than when I started college. I am reborn and I am new again, and from this newness comes fear and excitement and hesitance. I'm not sure I want to take that last step, I think I'd rather linger on the verge of being a fullfledged adult.

Ok so there it is. Not much telling you about my chatacter because frankly I don't want to scare you all just yet. I have found out (by recent events) that my no shit attitude towards people and my easy going personality with absolutely no emotional game playing involved is intimidating to most and off-putting by others. So I'll let you have fun with this information instead and if you really know me, or want to, then you can let me know what you think.

Thats all for now!
-Becca